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Don't Belong

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I feel like an outcast among outcasts. Need I say more? Those who understand or feel remorse will, without a doubt, try to shed pity and sympathy upon me like a cloak, but I ask that you all please keep it to yourselves. I needn't your kind words and whispers of support, for I am fine being by myself. As I said, I am "Wretched and Divine" and am content as being so. To those who have shunned me, ridiculed me, and abandoned me, FUCK YOU. 
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I was tagged by a certain someone. You know who you are, good sir. I shall be using Raven, my only OC, as the subject of your inquiring. Be warned though....she is not "a ball of sunshine"....

RULES:
1: Choose any number of your OCs.
2: Make your OC (s) answer these questions.
3: Tag three other people.
4: Add one question of your own.

    
1. Do you want a hug?

Don't touch me, ever.

2: Are you a virgin?

It's none of your concern, and even if you begged me, I will not tell you. 

3: Do you have any kids?

I hate children....so no. I never will either.

4: Have you killed anyone?

No. 

5: Do you hate someone?

My parents because of what they have done to me. I also hate almost everyone in this world. They hate me, too. 

6: Love anyone?

Love does not exist.

7: What is your job?

I write as a passion, but I have no true job.

8: Favorite Season?

Winter.

9: Who's your best friend?

I have no friends.

10: Any talents or hobbies?

Writing
Playing the Guitar
Dark Magic (not evil, but if could be if I wanted it to)

11: What are you going to do once this tag is over?

I do not know.

12: What is your eye color?

Gray

13: What's your morality? Good or Bad?

I am not light nor am I darkness. I run within the middle, for one cannot exist without the other. At this rate, I am more "bad" than "good". 

14: What is your greatest fear?

I fear nothing except the demons within my head. 

15: What do you think of your parents?

I hate them, and I want them to die.

16: Any siblings?

No.

17: Was it fun to answer all these questions?

No.

18: How do you feel about your creator?

She's like me for the most part, so I actually like her.

19: Do you have any weakness?

My own demons. 
The hatred of others.

20: If you could have one wish...?

I would wish for my pain to end.

21: Your favorite element?

Fire.

22: Who is your superior?

No one. 

23: What anime would you switch to for awhile if you could?

None.

24: Sexual Orientation?

None of your fucking business.

25: Do you care what others think of you?

I used to, but now, it means nothing to me.

26: Hi...

*glares and raises a Med-evil dagger*...GO.AWAY.

27: DO YOU LIKE DRUGS?

My "happy pills" if you will. Do not touch them. They are mine and mine alone. 

28: Are you flirtatious?

No.

29: Would you change gender if you could?

No. I am content with being a girl. 

30:+ If you could change your boyfriend's/girlfriend's gender, would you do it

I do not have a boyfriend, nor will I ever. As I said, love does not exist. 

31: QUICK, NAME YOUR FAVORITE SONG!

Days Are Numbered by Black Veil Brides

32: If you could re-design yourself, what one thing would you change?

I'm fine as I am. 

33: Do you have a favorite drink?

Mountain Dew Code Red. 

34: If you could be any animal, what would you be?

Dragon   

35: If you could redo your life, what would you change?

I would kill my parents before they had the chance to hurt me as they did. 

36: What do you do when you're bored?

I brood and listen to music.

37: Favorite video games?

There is no favorite, for I am not a gamer. 

38: Have you ever considered a fetish?

No.

39. If you were in an anime who would play your voice?

Amy Lee. 

40. Has there ever been a time where you find yourself lost or confused on what to do in a situation?

Always.

41.Do you have any powers or abilities?

Dark Magic.
Knives (for killing those who I hate)

42: What's your favorite type of cake!?

White

43: Boxers or Briefs?

I am a girl, so neither.

44: What kind of house do you live in?

Gothic. 

45. Would you stab a random person on the street?

If they angered me, yes. 

46: Who would you die for?

No one. 

47: How easy would it be to get you into bed with someone else?

I will never do such a thing for anyone. 

48: Have any OTPS?

What are those?

49: If you had to date any fictional character, who would it be???

None. 

50: Do you have battle scars?

Many, all which were self-inflicted with my own hands. 

51: Have you ever been in a war?

Yes. It was with the demons within my head. 

52: Would you wear the flag of your country with pride?  

I have no country or flag.

53:Can you swim?

Yes, but I refuse to. 

53: QUICK Favorite color

Black.

54:what do you hate about humans most?

Everything.

55: Do you fight alone or with friends?

Alone.

57: What singer do you sound the most like?

Amy Lee. 

58: If you had to learn a new language, or be forced into a new culture, What would it be and why? "My question, so no answer is provided."

Latin, for it is a dead language. A new culture......I think I would rather die than be forced to conform. 

59.  What will it take for you to destroy yourself? (My own question to all of you who decide to answer this. My answer:....Little.)

You learned little of me, but it will stay that way. The less you know, the safer you shall be from my demons....

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Everyone has at least one person on deviantART who would LOVE to kiss you. So.. repost this to find out who would want to kiss you and WHERE they would like to kiss you? Even if you're taken do this!

1- Cheek
2- Neck
3- forehead
4- Lips
5- Make-Out
6- Naughty Places
7- Skip The Kisses, Straight To Bed
8- Other____________
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First off, I didn't even write this. Secondly, I'm only agreeing to this because I am most likely suffering from sleep deprivation, and therefore, have lost most of my decency and common sense.  
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Barbaro's birthday is on April 29th. Please take a moment on that day to remember a brave and fallen warrior. Also, please wish all of his brothers the best of luck. Two, Lentenor and Nicanor, are in retirement and will be standing at stud Margano is currently racing and doing well under the Delacours. Pennmarydel, the two-year-old brother, is in training down in Florida. Barbaro's father will have passed one year ago on the 29th. How ironic that he passed on his most famous son's birthday.Barbaro's mother is currently nurturing a beautiful filly out of Bernardini, meaning that the filly is a half-brother to Barbaro. Remember Barbaro on Derby Day for his most memorable victory and remember him on Preakness day, the day that his battle against injury began with that misstep only yards out of the gate. Remember January 29th as the day that his heroic fight came to a end.

SUPPORT FIGHTING LAMINITIS. Its taken many lives. It almost took the life of my family's beloved horse, Nugget, who survived three bouts thanks to the love of my sister. She adored him with all of her heart.
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